solitude

2008-03-08T16:22:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating for quite long...
Basically been quite "emo" for this week. Some stuff on my mind that I can't get rid of.

I hate being like this man. I feel like I've affected my classmates a lot despite the fact that they claim to understand. I'm really sorry. My mood swings are damn irritating, I know.

I'll get better soon, I promise. (:

Anyway this morning I was supposed to go for the MLCS performance but I didn't feel too good this morning. Had a throbbing headache and puked. Must be cos I ate too much and danced my ass off too much during Disco Night. I'm feeling sick now.

Thank you to those who tried to cheer me up, really. You guys are the best. But I promise I'll get better as soon as I can.

2008-03-03T18:59:00.005+08:00

TODAY...
Was a lameshit day. Haha.

Let me start with the very early morning. I came to school earlier cos I received some message about an MLCS orientation thing. As I've said it before, I've been put into MLCS against my own will, so obviously I felt like skipping it. Funny enough, I decided to go anyway, stupidly thinking that lots of other people will go. Then on the way to school I got messages from both Syahidah and Farhan that they overslept. =.=
At least Syahidah came. That Farhan. I know he did it on purpose. He didn't come in the end.

So anyway, I was stuck in that room feeling like an idiot cos I didn't really know anyone there. Facing a bunch of mats in front of me made me uncomfortable. We were supposed to introduce ourselves, and include details about what deodorant we use, and whether we're single or attached. Lame right. =.=
Then there were the games. Lucky for me I didn't get into any forfeit or I'd never live this down. Oh, but guess what happened. At the end of the whole thing I was voted "Most Minah" among the girls. And for that I got a bag of potato chips. So lame I tell you. When I told my bro about this, he simply said that I actually kind of act like one.
SAD. =(

[For those who don't know, Minah is the Malay equivalent of an Ah Lian and Mat is the Malay equivalent of Ah Beng.]

P.S. CAROLINE. Yeah of course I was referring to you lahhhh. Then? Haha. Come baaaaaaaaaaaaack =(

2008-03-02T15:39:00.003+08:00

Nyeheheh. Back from the library. Nothing better to do today, so I decided to take my little brother out to borrow some books and help him improve his English while I read something too. Haven't read a book for so long, and it's partly because "the drum" refuses to allow the J1s to borrow books yet. I just took him for a little snack at McDonald's so yeah, I pretty much feel like a good older sis now. ^^

My Mum's away in China for a week, so I actually feel weird without her nagging me around.

I'm sorry if this post is boring, so please don't bother to read if you don't want to.

So anyway this coming week will be orientation week. It's slow, I KNOW. There's going to be that stupid mass dance thing again. I love dancing, but this thing seriously gets me down. Watching the SC repeat the thing over and over again simply makes me sick, and what's more, is that they actually ENJOY it. Lame robots. It's like watching babies enjoy dropping their food over and over again, except that this time the ones doing it aren't actually cute, innocent, gurgling babies. Instead, they are a bunch of obnoxious people in a world of their own and craving for attention. Sheesh.

I hope the joke club gets started quickly so we actually have a right to make fun of the SC. And also so that we can make fun of the moves, the song, and the stupid-ass jokes they tell when we're bored and have to wait for other people. I mean really, come on, these people can't even tell whether we're enjoying it or not when it's so obvious that the only ones awake are people who wish they were up there with them. And even that's like, 0.5% of the audience.

Damn, I don't know what else to say now. I can't even talk about what's been on my mind for the past 3 days cos it's too private.

I'm going off to read the Stephen King novel I just borrowed.

I WANT MY BEST FRIEND HERE. NOW. =(

2008-02-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

OK, today is NOT a blah kind of day. In fact, it is a RAH kind of day. LOL!
I'm not sure if you know what I meant.

TODAY IS ALL ABOUT NYJC:
Nan
Yang
Joke
Club

I laughed so much today until my guts would probably spill out if I burped.
That Rose lah. All because of Russell Peters. And it all started from a joke. This is crazy man. Throughout the whole day we were going around gathering support for this thing. Rose is apparently dead serious. Right now she's typing the proposal for the principal. I STILL can't believe we're actually going through with this! All because she doesn't know which CCA to join! Now we're starting one of our own. HAHA.

I have my own problems though. Apparently "by default" I'm in MLCS [Malay Cultural Society].
For goodness sake. That's not fair. You can't FORCE someone to join a CCA just because you have no members. And secondly I'm not even a pure-blood. o_o
Speaking of which, Rose goes crazy whenever I speak Mandarin or Tamil. She finds it so funny apparently. I might even say the MRT announcement thing when we officially announce the club to the whole school.

And the CCA Bazaar. Besides having to write an article about it, I've been chased by Band lunatics almost everywhere. They've been bugging me to join Band. Even Farhan had a DSA to the school through Band, which he insists isn't DSA but "appeal through CCA" instead. So now I'll be seeing him in Malay classes again. HAHA. I can bully him again, YAY!

Oh, and back to NYJC. Tomorrow we're going to find the big boss to give him our proposal. Never in my life have I actually thought I'd do such a thing. Plus, it would mean that I'm in 3 CCAs IF the proposal is accepted. [one by default...] I'll also be the Vice-President if it is successful.

FARAH SHALL HAVE 3 CCAs AND NONE OF THEM IS BAND!!!
Plus, they are all slack CCAs. HAHA.

For now, instead of sitting here laughing to myself even more, I have to nurse a sore throat and painful abs from laughing. Ciao!

2008-02-23T17:41:00.005+08:00

I FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY HAVE A NEW PHONE!

And I ABSOLUTELY love it. Haha.

I re-coloured my hair today too. Had sushi for lunch and lazed around at home. This is the life. (:
(and NOT the shitty JC life I have to endure...)

Oh, and just to let you guys know, I've deleted and edited some previous posts. Some of them were written in a fit of anger and I now realize that putting up those posts is not the way to go.

I'M SUCH A GOOD PERSON. Hawhawhawr. ^^

Some pictures my darling Caroline sent me today!

The gang meeting C at the airport. She's not in the picture though.

C and D

F and D

F and C

Us again!

I miss her.): She's so lucky lah! She must be having lots of fun there. Sigh.

2008-02-21T22:08:00.004+08:00

Today was a blah kind of day...

I bought my new uniform today. Yes, I was right. I look damn ridiculous in it. It's like, my skin is already brown, my hair is already brown, and I'm still wearing a BROWN uniform?
Thank God I didn't buy the nice brown ELLE shoes I saw the other day. WHEW.

Suddenly I remember Wes Brown. (Man United player)
My dad was describing what his I.D. would say:
Name: Wes Brown
Eye Colour: Brown
Skin Colour: Brown
Hair Colour: Brown

In Singlish, we would say "diao". =.=

And my big brother made a ridiculous comment that I look like a Hwa Chong girl in the uniform. YEAH THANKS A LOT MAN.

Anyway.
Spent today attending the usual boring kind of lectures. Crapped around with Rachel and Rose during GP. I was "predicting" future Champions League scorelines instead of copying the stuff on the screen. One of my predictions was:
MANUTD 7-0 LYON

OK, pardon me. This is called "nothing better to do".

After slacking around in the library as usual, I went off for History lecture. I was kind of uncomfortable facing Mr Sir-care-ra after skipping all his lectures and tutorials last week but he took it surprisingly well. =x
Then me, Rose, and Daniel started bullying Clement and Jia Hao.
Clement, who's a football noob, was being tested by me on how many EPL teams he knows about. Then he mentioned "Rottenham". Me and Rose started laughing. Next time we'll refer to Spurs as ROTTENHAM too. LOL.
Jia Hao, who's an Arsenal fan, got suan-ed about the 4-0 loss to Man Utd. Then Sir-care-ra was talking about a $200 budget given to us to decorate the History room and he agreed to let us go anti-Arsenal for the room cos he's a Liverpool fan.
Actually Rose has talked about this in her blog too but I just have nothing else to talk about so yeah.

Man. How I wish it was still PAE. Then I don't have to wait for a damn 3-hour break tomorrow just to go for MALAY lessons. YEESH.

2008-02-19T11:03:00.003+08:00

I'm officially a student at NYJC. Should it be a "YIPEE!" or a "blah..."?

I have many reasons to be sad now actually. Some of my close friends won't be with my in NYJC. Some of them traitors, others just can't get in because of their results.

No Suen. No Shauna. No Angeline. Some of my OG mates are going away too.

Somehow, I'm not sure whether to be sad or angry. The more I try not to get angry, the more I do.

What am I gonna do now? Cry? [FYI, I just did.] Or maybe just a pointless MRT trip around Singapore might do me some good.

I think I'll settle for some time by my fucking self with everyone leaving me alone so I can fucking wonder why I have such a fucked up social life.

2008-02-17T14:04:00.003+08:00

4-0 to United!!! WAHAHA down with Arsenallllll!!! (Although my Dad says now they can concentrate better on the League...) And we even won without Ronaldo's help. He wasn't even on the bench!! :o

OK, I promise I shall not go further about football. I'm sorry. *bows down*

Anyway it was pretty emotional over the past few days, with Caroline leaving for NZ. I miss her already. =(
I went for her farewell party and saw her off at the airport and everything. [she flew first class, OMG.] Basically us kids hung out at a playground, played truth or dare and then stoned for about 2 hours. Haha, funny how we made Choy kiss Faruq's hand!!! And Faruq was like ewwwwww... hahaha
OK, I'm sorry. This was supposed to be emotional. Yeah, I guess we were all stoning for a reason. It's the fact that we won't be seeing our friend again for a few months. I hope we'll stay in touch.(:

I don't really have much to say for now. Just that posting results are out on Tuesday, and we will all know where we'll be spending the next 2 or 3 years. Suddenly I wonder if I've made the right choice... :/
Of course, there's no turning back now. I just hope I'll be happy. I hope some of my friends will still be around *glares at all the traitors*... With Caroline leaving I guess I have an even bigger reason to be stronger about these things.

Grr, I'm feeling so tired now, I don't know what I want. Yesterday I was supposed to be at 4 occasions but I only made it to 2. Again, I apologise to my 405 classmates and OG18 mates for not being there for both gatherings but I had other things to attend to.
Sigh. Oh well, at least the game was worth watching. Instead of wasting my time and energy making myself even more miserable, I have enjoyed the game.

Hmm... I have nothing further to add now, so please pardon me for the gibberish-like sentences above. Catch you guys again later!

2008-02-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Suen! [Although that was some hours back...] It's Feb 11 already, so yeah, Happy Birthday to Mike Shinoda too! Haha. My 30-year old idol. Of course, Feb 12 will be an even more significant day for my family cos it's the birthday of my dearly departed cousin...

Anyway, just over two hours ago... It was a good start, a very moving tribute before the game but a lousy ending. For Man Utd fans, that is. And here I thought we'd win the game with the commemoration and all. Oh well. That's football. At least it's 2-1 instead of no goals at all. Besides, at least there's still the Champions League and the FA Cup. I think if I were to let another team take the Premier League title this season, it would be Arsenal cos I definitely despise Liverpool and Chelsea.

Speaking of football, there's all the talk about the Premier League going global. Don't get me wrong, I'm ALL for watching Ronaldo play in Singapore and getting up close with him, but its' just the thing about having all these players fly about in such a short hectic period of time. It's going to tire them out, and will therefore affect their performance. What's more, it's held very late in the season and will affect a team's title hopes. So yeah, you might be surprised to hear me say this, but I'm not actually in favour of the whole thing. Oh, and have they actually thought of the fact that English Football is ironically almost becoming totally UN-ENGLISH?

Bah. Sorry about that... Besides Rose, I don't think any of the other readers of this blog are interested in football so pardon me for that.

Just to change the topic, I'm getting really pissed off with the stupid new Miley Cyrus song that keeps playing on the radio. Bloody hell, it's been playing in my head non-stop for the last hour. Stupid Hannah Montana. There's no point in the damn show, and besides, the nuthead can't even SPEAK properly. It's probably cos her stinky tongue is too short and her teeth are bloody crooked. And as much as I hate most Disney Channel stars, I actually think Ashley Tisdale's song "He Said She Said" sounds better, even though it's also irritating.

Grr. I'm in bad mood. I'm only blogging cos I can't sleep. Must be the game's fault.

Plus, Caroline's going away on Saturday. Sigh. I've known her for 4 years. Pretty short, huh. We've been through a lot together and went through some really crazy happenings over these years but I'm glad we had fun. It's really sad that she's leaving, but I hope she does well over there so she can come back and be my personal dentist. :D

I'll be there for her farewell party on Friday and also to see her off on Saturday, but I have to rush around a bit cos I'm wanted somewhere else too. I really hope everything turns out right. (:

Having said that, I just have a kind of bad feeling about school this week. Hmm. I wonder why.

Oh well, now that I've blown off some steam, I guess I have no choice but to go to bed now. Ciao!

2008-02-06T11:21:00.000+08:00

Hey All!

Sorry I haven't been around much for the past few days. You see, I've been ill since Monday. I WAS in school on Monday but decided to go home after the Econs lecture cos I couldn't take it anymore [I wonder if my headache was really due to Econs or to the fact that i really was sick]. Anyway I missed school on Tuesday which was coincidentally Cristiano Ronaldo's birthday [sorry Rose! Couldn't celebrate with you :(...] as he turned 23. So here I am, on a Wednesday, missing the half-day in school. I'm still having a headache though, and my brother isn't making it any better by attempting to play Melee's Built To Last song on the piano. =.=

Funny that this actually happened cos I was just telling Caroline on Sunday that I intended to pon school.

Anyway, Happy Lunar New Year! At least I would have recovered by the time my family starts going around visiting.

I have to get well!!! I must do my GP project and catch up on whatever shit I missed out on in school... Ergh...

OK, I know this is REALLY lag, but it's not my fault that my mum FINALLY uploaded the photos from the Turkey trip a few days ago. Here they are!

Lost in a "City Of The Underworld"

Me and The Giant Melon

Me and my little bro: Lost in Ephesus

Me outside the House of Virgin Mary. They say if you tie up your wishes to this wall, they will come true.

Me acting cool in Ephesus.

At the "Three Sisters" Rock formation.

View from the Hot Air Balloon. RAHHH!!!

After countless tries, I finally managed to get this shot that I wanted. Heh.

In Cappadoccia, with all those "Fairy Chimney" formations. SO COOL!!!

Finally, after so long underground I see daylight again!! :D

Me with the HAGIA SOPHIA at the back!!! *gasp*

Me in front of an authentic Egyptian BASILISK!!! AAAHHHH

That's all for now! Cheers! (:

2008-02-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

YES IT'S FRIDAY!!!

Sad sad case for me yesterday though. Deb was with SWITCHFOOT!!! She called me for them to say hi to me on the phone but the #!@!$#*^%_)(* bus was too crowded and I had too many things to carry so I couldn't get my phone!!! =(

I wanted to crash TJC in the morning to watch Switchfoot play there but I'm glad I didn't cos Deb says it was only a 20 minute acoustic set so it was a waste of time? GAH.

Anyways according to Deb, Jon told me to study hard. [She told him I was probably in school] Thanks Jon!!!

BAH. Imagine a famous American rock star is about to speak to you on the phone and you blew that once in a lifetime chance away. Sighhh.... I wanted to cry I tell you. But what am I supposed to do now? Sad case...

Anyway I tried to cheer myself up in school today. I really felt like a fool walking around in my brother's RJC P.E. T-shirt around school, but it was so funny!!! Haha, I had all sorts of people passing snide remarks at me. At Econs lecture everyone was staring at the back of my shirt. I heard some guys saying:
"Wah, Raffles girl wanna crash NY for what?"
"Wah, Raffles leh, Raffles leh!!"
"Wah siao. Come here wanna waste time only. Too smart already lor"

LOL. All in the name of fun.((:
Actually I wanted revenge on Wai Hern[OG mate] cos he didn't believe me when I said I put RJC as my first choice. Yes, that's a lie, but I've always been "REALLY NOT SARCASTIC" to him. Unfortunately, he didn't show up today but that's OK, I still have a VJC P.E. T-shirt waiting for me in my bro's closet. :D

Anyway Suen just went back home from my house. We were SUPPOSED to do our GP assignment but ended up watching the Simpsons movie anyway, cos my computer cannot detect her thumbdrive. Now she's obsessed with the "Spider-pig" song. LOL.

Oh oh, and in soccer, Ronaldo's free kick was the most AMAZING I've ever seen!!! Even Sir Alex, who's been in charge of Man United for over 20 years said it was the best free kick goal he'd ever seen. Carrick and Vidic agreed too. I bet the whole world agrees too. ((:

2008-01-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

Rainy-cum-sunny Tuesday today! I'm blogging now cos I'm bored and I'd rather do anything but my homework.

Anyway, Sunday's outing was FUN!!! LOL!!! I met ShiJie at Compass Point first... Honestly, I thought we would be late but it so turned out that we were the first ones to arrive... Haha. Oh, and as we (accurately) predicted, Ben was the last to arrive. He was still at home when everyone else was already there (except yuhan and jackson). Then we went to FISH and co, and pretty much pissed off the waiters there... We were sitting right smack in the middle of the restaurant, making so much noise and took so long to order. Basically me and ShiJie were laughing too much at Chris and Ben as usual, until we couldn't even laugh anymore cos we ate too much. Oh, by the way the fish is G-O-O-D!!! The fries were really nice too, but the servings were so big that Chris wanted to take a photo of me literally stuffing the last two fries into my mouth. So I quickly swallowed whatever I had and nearly choked... =x

Oh, and after we paid, the people at fish and co gave us mint sweets. Chris gave me his cos apparently eating mints would kill his sperms. I really never knew that there was such a proven theory... So I tried giving them to my brother, and I asked him if it was true. He said it's complete rubbish. When I handed it over to him anyway, he declined cos he said didn't want to kill his sperms. =.="...

Here are some photos!!ShiJie, Me, Ziting and Rachel

Me pointing at Chris' fish radar!! Haha you can't really see it clearly but it's there. Haha :D

ShiJie, Me and Rachel

OG18 outside fish and co!! But nuts lah, can't even see anything. =.=

Later, Ziting, ShiJie, Cherie, Jing Wei and I went to take neoprints while the rest went to the arcade... Jing Wei came along with us cos he didn't like playing at arcades. First time I've encountered a guy who'd rather go shopping with girls than play LAN... o_o (though he was quite reluctant to take neoprints with us...)

ShiJie, Me and Benjamin making that facial expression which we always laugh at...

Lots more photos next time!! Especially the ones where the vainpot Benjamin repeatedly kept asking to retake cos he wasn't "handsome enough"... Sheesh, talk about ego.

So anyway nothing much came up in school... except that I was surprised to see RuiMin in school. I didn't notice that she was right behind me during History lecture today. Haha. Anyway, I REALLY hope Angeline, Shauna and lots more Xinmin peeps make it to NYJC!! So I can have more kakis in school. [And also cos the Bitch is a traitor...]

2008-01-25T11:33:00.000+08:00

YES!!! I am absolutely AMAZED by my results! Haha. It was so funny, after grabbing my results slip I just kind of stared at it, screamed then broke down. Seriously, I did so much better than expected. I thought I would get like, 12 points or something about that range... And guess what. I GOT A NINE!!! Hehe. To all who congratulated me, thank you so much. To those who did well, WELL DONE!!

I'm so glad I managed to fulfill my promises to the teachers. I promised Mrs Koh and Miss Chan an A1 each, Mrs Lim A1 for E.Math and a distinction for A.Math, Father Lim a distinction for Chem, Mr Pah that I'll do better than in prelims, and of course, Mr Chan that I'll PASS Physics. And gosh, I GOT A FREAKIN B3 FOR PHYSICS!!! Seriously, I thought I was dreaming. Oh well, it's happened anyway, and I'm getting $300 from my parents! Haha. I got some more cash from my relatives too. I love them so much!!

Anyway I'm booked on Sunday for the FISH and co dinner!! Haha I hope chris turns off his fish radar... After that we're going bowling or playing pool I think... Then I'm booked on Monday cos I promised the Crude Bitch that I'll treat her for her good results. Initially she wanted to rob me but we negotiated and so we're gonna watch 27 dresses... Fine, she deserves it, I'll give her that. But next time, Bitch, don't try to rob me again. Haha.

DEB!! Congrats for passing Malay too! Hahaha and remember ok, we're supposed to go and celebrate. Sorry I can't go for Switchfoot my dear, but DON'T FORGET THE AUTOGRAPHS YOU PROMISED ME!! Lol X)

Ok I guess that's about it... I still have to get back to my Math, Econs and History homework if I wanna make it to the outings. Cheers everyone! =)

2008-01-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

GAMES DAY TODAY! It was so fun. Not exactly because we played well, but because we kept laughing at almost everything. Anyway, I'll get back to that later.

In the morning I actually got lost looking for the GP tutorial place. Actually I thought it was supposed to be a lecture, according to the timetable but I must have been sleeping in class so I didn't hear the announcement. Anyway, the clueless me was running around school after going to the toilet, looking for the damn place. Then I met Sumo and we both accidentally sat in for Chemistry lecture for a while until Rachel came and was like "What are you guys doing here?" Then I burst out laughing and ran out, with everyone in the LT staring. Then what was worse was that I ended up in the wrong GP lecture, cos I followed Sumo, and I forgot that he's not in my seminar. So again, I ran out with everyone in the whole bloody i space staring. Then I called Suen [which is dumb, since she's the one with a lousy sense of direction] and she told me she was in the same tutorial room as yesterday. Silly me. When I arrived I got laughed at by my group, and Suen was saying that her phone rang with her ringtone being that "Mumbai lah" advertisement thingy... It's her own fault for not putting it to silent mode ok!! But it's also kind of my fault for sleeping in the first place... =____=

Oh, and to top it all off, I kind of squealed during the silent group discussion after reading Deb's message that Heath Ledger's dead. R.I.P. Heath Ledger. :(

Then there was Math lecture, and I happened to sit beside the Ah Gua that BK keeps talking about. I didn't know that he was the one, so I didn't say anything. He happened to be with Rachel anyway, so I just ended up there. Anyway I just have to say that YES he IS an Ah Gua, and he's such a geek, man! I didn't think it was possible, but he actually made a joke about BINOMIAL THEOREM. And more other jokes, which would just pain me to remember all of them, cos I couldn't even FORCE myself to laugh. And here's more proof that he's an Ah Gua: I was doodling some "Spermy Rachels" on my lecture notes, which I showed to Jing Wei [see, ShiJie I remember his name now!] who just kept laughing. Ah Gua wanted to see what was so funny, so when I showed him the sperms his expression changed so fast I found it REALLY difficult to control my laughter. He even had an uncomfortable look about his face, maybe almost disgusted. Jeez! I'm a girl and I can take it, so why can't a guy? Which proves the point, he's an Ah Gua. And yeah, he is so NOT my new friend ok!! He's my FR-............EAK!!! Right, ShiJie? LOL

Ok lah enough about transvestites. Today during Games Day I played every game except dodge ball, which was ironic cos before that I had said that I only wanted to play dodge ball. I couldn't play, no thanks to my asthma. It was fun cheering though. Me and ShiJie kept making fun of Chris and his "fish detector". Then towards the end we started talking about the dumb videos shown during GP mass lecture, about the future. It's some Singaporean-made video about an idiot who loves a girl named Mei but can only remain "star-crossed lovers" like Romeo and Juliet. [POOI AH.] The problem is that he can only stay 3 feet away from her cos his ear is made of a telephone, and Mei's hand is made of a television. And it's because his Mum kept talking on the phone for 10 hours when she was pregnant with him. SO DUMB RIGHT??? Then it came to a point where we started saying that Chris' antenna eyebrow was there when he was born, just like the idiot in the story. [HIS MUM USED ANTENNAS TO DETECT FISH!!]

Lol. It seems as if everything here has no link, but who cares. I'm glad I had fun today, cos for once I forgot about tomorrow's release of results. Oh, and Ziting's note and cookies were very sweet! NO THANKS TO BENJAMIN, lousy OGL. Hahahahaha at least Chris followed us around during every game.

To end off my post, I just wanna say that no matter what the results are, our fate is already sealed, so just think about the future now. Good luck everyone! =)

2008-01-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

RANDOM RANDOM STUFF TODAY.

I was late for school yet AGAIN. I made a damn fool of myself cos I was running towards my OG, dropped my bag and got ready in sedia position. Then suddenly everyone started shifting back and moving back towards class. And I was there standing looking dumb as a block and said "Huh, sing already ah?" and all around me people burst out laughing. Seriously man, I must learn to manage my time properly... =.=

Lit was FUN, as usual, with all the sexual and gory stuff in Shakespeare's plays. Damn, I love the guy. If only he used modern English instead of all the olden English crap. There was Lit tutorial AGAIN in the afternoon in the classroom. It was so cool man!! With the rugs, cushions and everything. It further brings me to want to do well in this subject. BESIDES. There's a UK trip this year! Haha I didn't go when I was in Xinmin, so I'm hoping I'll get to go this time. No Old Trafford, though... =(

Then there was PE. Lameshit. It was raining so heavily, so we went indoors, played dodgeball and had lots of fun. But my point is, WHO THE HECK WANTS TO HAVE PE AND EXERCISE AT 4 IN THE AFTERNOON AFTER A WHOLE DAY OF SCHOOL?! Seriously, they should revise the damn timetable. One guy in my OG even has PE from 5-6. ON A FRIDAY.

I haven't exercised in ages so I guess I should start running again then.

Anyway I'm chatting with Deb now. And we're randomly talking about our future spouse. I MUST SAY I LOVE MATS!!! I MUST!!! RAHHHH [haha ok ok private joke :p]

Girls, if you want something, GO FOR IT.
[Again, just being random here... so pardon me for that ^^]

2008-01-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

I'M SO PROUD OF RONALDO!!! His first hat-trick for Man United. Yippee! About time, anyway. He's always been close to getting a hat-trick but he finally got it, and Man United trashed Newcastle 6-0!!! AND. Arsenal and Liverpool both drew so it's a great bonus that we're on top again.... YAY!!!

I went out with Caroline yesterday. We went to Ramen Ten cos I'd been having a craving for Japanese food all day. Then I took her to the same shop where I got my second piercings done, and went for ice-cream and a movie after that... Pardon me if I'm going to sound cheesy, but yeah, everytime I look at her now I'll wonder if I'll find another friend like her. I'm SO GONNA MISS HER MANNNN!!! =(

I hope she'll do really well there cos then I'll have my very own personal dentist to take care of me. ^^

My room's done being painted. It's almost white, but it has this really bright pinkish hue to it. Dad says my room looks like the Powerpuff Girls' room now, with all my stuffed toys and girly furniture and everything. =.=... I don't even know how, where, when and why, but it just so happened that over the years, I've collected furniture that coincidentally goes with the colour of everything else, so yeah my room is pretty much girly and childish for the most part. THERE I SAID IT. You can all laugh at me if you want now. But remember, now you know that you can't believe when others say that a room says a lot about the person who lives in it.

2008-01-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

Came down with a stupid flu yesterday. Today I came to school sneezing, coughing and coughing till the guy beside me at assembly almost wanted to laugh cos I kept coughing when we were singing the national anthem... =.="

Anyway, I wanna thank my OG mates, Suen and Rose for taking care of me today. Haha I still went to Chris' birthday celebration after school today cos I didn't feel like going home since painting is still in progress. And I LAUGHED at practically everything for absolutely no reason. Maybe it was the thought of Rachel playing tennis. Or the thought of Chris dunking the cake into her open mouth since he's in the Basketball team. Anyway I laughed until my muscles and joints hurt so bad that I CRIED. So yeah, I was there laughing and crying at the same time. I think it would have been worse if Benjamin was there cos I'd be laughing even more. Seems like almost everyone here serves as a laughing stock for me. LOL. Glad I managed to skip PE this whole week, haha. The teachers here in NY are so nice.

Seems weird for someone like me but for some reason I just don't feel like missing school tomorrow. I hope the stupid virus gets away from me soon cos I'm starting to affect my brothers too. I think I looked like a psycho today, with my eyebags, red nose and soggy tissue and everything. Sheesh, so unglam of me... =( I slept the whole day today. And just now my big bro was telling me he's starting to sneeze a lot too. HAHA. Serves him right for sleeping beside me just now.

Anyway, I forgot to mention the CCA Bazaar yesterday. Haha I signed up for 3 CCAs. Of course I'm going to drop one of them, cos I regret it now. I've thought about it, and I'm pretty sure I want to be in the Guitar Ensemble and the Journalism Society now. I shall not mention the other CCA is signed up for. *Lalalala I also considered joining Touch Rugby or Girls' Soccer, but I decided that I'd rather be in a very "slack" kind of CCA. Oh well. I'll just wait for them to contact me again.

ARGH. Just get out of my head, already. I want nothing to do with this ever again.

2008-01-09T21:12:00.001+08:00

Everytime I see it, I feel ridiculous. I don't think I deserve any of this. Yet when I took the bus home today I felt like a total bitchass.

I guess certain things just come back to haunt you at the wrong time.

Dammit, why do these things still happen to me?!

2008-01-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

Whoa, what an eventful weekend. Hee.

Today was the first day of lessons. RAH. Okay, I guess they weren't that bad cos it's only the first day and everything. Lit lesson was F-U-N!!! I'm glad I took Lit, cos other subjects would be too dull for my liking.

Lectures are so different. I actually miss classroom style secondary school lessons now. Oh well, we have to move on right? Plus the people at NYJC are really nice too, I didn't even get busted for being late, even when school started at 9 today. ^^

Anyhoodles, I hope I don't get distracted during lessons, seeing that certain people may distract me... =x

p.s. CAROLINE! Don't worry, I still love you ok, SMILE!!! :D

2008-01-05T15:09:00.000+08:00

WOOPEE! I'm so tired out it almost feels like a hangover. Last night's Disco Party was awesome! Went crazy and all, with my voice almost nonexistent at the moment. Took to the floor with my OG18 mates, had loads of fun... I didn't even know I had enough balls [ok, not balls but guts] to dance out there alone hahaha

Quite surprising for me to say this but I think I actually like my new school. ^^
Even though the it was really tiring during the 3 days, complete with muscle aches everywhere, I had lots of fun. I enjoyed bullying my OGLs and of course, RACHEL!!! HAHAHA she's so hawwtt LOL.

So anyway, lessons start on Monday. The great thing about NYJC is that Mondays always start at 9 am only, so that means I CAN WATCH SOCCER ON SUNDAY NIGHTS!!! Wahaha and by that I mean I won't bear the guilt of going to school with baggy/bloodshot eyes on Mondays anymore. Now there's just the CCA that I have to settle. Some people who found out I was in the band came bugging me to join band again. My first thought was like, "EEYER"... sheesh. Seriously, I don't think I want to go through all that again. Maybe I'll go join some anonymous CCA like the photography club or something. I was thinking about it because I found out that apparently some JC1s from last year did not make it through the Promos so they got retained. I don't want that to happen to me cos it would be an embarrassment, an insult to my self-respect and dignity. To me, getting retained simply means that I didn't work hard enough and was too distracted to get myself on the right path.

Oh well. Enough of that. I'm going to be with OG18 for the rest of this PAE thing, so I might as well have as much fun as I can before I look at my O Level results...

OG18 Rocks!! Here are some photos... I'll try to upload more next time :D
From left: Shi Jie, Cherie, Me and RACHEL!!! p.s. I guess my dye job wasn't completely useless after all... =x

ASTA LA VISTA!!! :D

2008-01-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I really really hope this will be a good year. 2007 was just a really hectic year, but I have to admit that it felt good. I just cleaned my room yesterday. Threw out all the random trash and knick knacks... and also all my Sec 4 notes. I actually felt quite sad to throw them away, just to think that I spent so much time with them. Oh well, we have to let go anyway, right?

I'm hoping that everything will be GREAT for me in 2008. It's going to be a new school with new friends and everything. I've decided that no matter what my O Level results are, I'm still fortunate enough to be where I am now and I have no regrets. I admit my whole "8 A1s" craze was too farfetched for me, and I'm glad that I've realised it's better not to pressure myself into being something I'm not.

I guess the holidays have kind of helped me do some spiritual soul-searching, and I feel happy.

woops, I'll continue later. hapy new year again! :D

2007-12-27T20:12:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! [sorry, I know I'm 2 or 3 days late...]

Anyway just thought I'd update my blog. Basically been bumming around, reading more comics and feeling more and more like a damn geek. Anyway I went out with Deb today... had lots of laughs, bought ice cream, and a ring which is a size too small for me which unfortunately could not be exchanged... I'm so bummed man, we wanted to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks but there were no suitable time slots.

In football, Man Utd is back on top! Ronaldo had a GORGEOUSLY PERFECT free-kick goal yesterday. He's the current top scorer in the league. Hehehehe and it so happens that part of his autobiography was shown in the new paper today. I saw the book in vivocity but damn it, it costs $60... =(

I swear I'm gonna buy it ASAP.

Anyway other than that I've had some cousins stay over in the past few days. My annoying 12 year old twit cousin stayed over. The only reason I invited her over to stay is cos I promised her mum that I'd try to "influence" her to act and behave more appropriately. [next time I should think before I promise anything] Cos you see, she's the eldest of 4 kids and yet she still acts like a kid and is SO immature. I took her to vivo. My first mistake was to make her borrow one of the pair of shoes in my family's shoe closet. She kept complaining about how tight it was, ONLY when we reached the damn MRT station. And gosh, her feet are so big, cos apparently those shoes belong to my dad and even she cant fit in them. So throughout the walk in vivo she kept complaining about how tired and hot she feels. Jeez, she's hella annoying man.

Anyway I think scolded her too much all the way, giving her lectures everytime we stopped. I still think it hasn't sunk into her yet.

I wasn't too keen to encourage her minah-camwhore-ness, but I suppose one little picture doesn't hurt. Here it is:
That's my T-shirt she's wearing, by the way...

2007-12-19T02:34:00.000+08:00

Hey Y'all. It's 2.30am and I'm just messing around on the computer.

Just thought I'd spread the news:

1. Jessica Alba's pregnant [days ago]. Damn, she's gonna lose her gorgeous figure.

2. The movie based on the book "The Kite Runner" is out. [I hope it won't make me cry as much as the book did]

3. And Peter Jackson's confirmed that a movie on "The Hobbit" will be made. [YES!!!!] The prelude to LOTR is finally coming!!! [set to be released in 2010 or 2011]

GAH WHERE IS EVERYBODY?! CAROLINE PLEASE COME BACK NOW DEB WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU I'M TERRIBLY BOREDDDDDDDDD........................

2007-12-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up to the sound of myself almost crying. Know why?

Because I've been wanting to pee, but somehow my dream was holding me back in my bed. Sheesh. My bladder was hurting so bad. [Was that too much information?]

Anyway... Basically I was up all night last night watching movies. I watched John Tucker Must Die again cos it's so hilarious. Then I tried going to bed at 3.30am but I just couldn't sleep. Must be still suffering from jet-lag... So I got up to watch the Champions League game. [At least it wasn't a waste of time. I don't really care about the result as long as Man Utd doesn't lose, since they've already qualified anyway]

And so it explains the fact that I woke up at 1pm today. [I only slept at 5.30am] Then I checked my messages and realised that the JC posting results are out today. I got into Nanyang JC. And for some reason, my first reaction was to burst out laughing. Yeah I think I'm crazy. Because you know why? My dream was about me wearing some brown coloured school uniform waiting in a long queue outside a school toilet.

Gosh, I'm so weird... :s

2007-12-12T12:43:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Turkey. And missing it so much now. =(

Why do good things come to an end?!

Anyway I'll upload my photos when my mum passes the memory chips to me. Soon. [And by soon I mean much much later when she remembers.]

On another note, I'm bloody irritated with my twit of a cousin. Call me petty and childish, but it's an insult to Linkin Park if she calls herself a fan. Even her stupid MSN nick goes like "I LOVE LINKIN PARK LUH", and her display picture is some "emo" photo of herself. Bloody hell. I swear I'm going to kick her ass one day.

Oops sorry that was kind of unnecessary, but oh well. If I don't say it I might explode due to utter irritation.

Okay okay, something happier now. I'm all hyped up for the weekend! Sunday especially, with two BIG matches on. I'll be watching Pool vs United first at 10pm, then Arsenal vs Chelsea later at 12pm. With so many Arsenal's important players out of the picture, it's United's chance to top the table again!!! I'm hoping to go shopping again soon too. It's just one of another interesting thing on my mind now.

2007-11-29T16:30:00.000+08:00

YESSSSSS!!!!! I HAVE FINISHED ALL 38 BOOKS IN THE RANMA 1/2 MANGA SERIES!!!!

Haha. Oops. Pardon me for the excitement.

I'm going shopping today! [And eyeing those doughnuts from that new shop] I'll be getting snow boots.

Off to Turkey on Saturday suckas!!!

2007-11-24T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hell, I'm freaking bored now. Basically today I've been rotting at home. Mum is sick. The brat's as annoying, obnoxious, and insufferable as ever... My dad's still going on about his fantasy football team losing because Cesc is suspended... Big bro's at work...

I can't seem to find a blog skin that I actually LIKE. Come on man GIVE ME A BREAK. Every link I go to is either incompatible with Firefox or is some dumb lame-ass skin made by one of those typical posers who produce such "dark, emo" wannabe kind of stuff. Makes me SICK.

Whoops, found one already. I LOVE SEASHELLS!!! Yes, I really do. Come over to my place sometime and I'll show you my collection. He He.

This is an understatement but today is such a disappointment for me. Sitting here in front of the computer with my poor tastebuds unfortunately craving for a McFlurry simply irritates the hell out of me. I've been watching Ranma 1/2 yet again. Lol, not that I'm complaining about the show. I just feel like I've wasted this day not doing anything on my List of Holiday Plans.

Oh what the hell. I'm going to Gran's place later anyway. I'll see all my cousins again. Speaking of which, I have a cousin who received her PSLE results 2 days ago. She was really disappointed and her dad was really pissed off... I mean I can't blame him, he's spent so much on her tuition fees. It's her own fault for spending too much time turning into a twit/minah. But who am I to say, anyway right?

I'm just recalling the moment I received my own PSLE results. To be honest, I was quite nonchalant when I saw the results slip. I just wonder if it will be the same feeling when I take my O Level result slip soon. Oh yeah, and that Top Student this year. 294 points, man! WOW. And it was all out of sheer hard work. Everyone's so proud of her. Even I'm proud of her. Even though I don't know her. ^^

Anyway, my Uncle was saying that he should already reward me for being so hardworking. He also commented that I've lost a lot of weight. =.=

Ha Ha. We'll just see when the holidays are over. I'm already starting to put on the pounds.

I WANT MORE RANMAAAAAAAAAAAA

2007-11-16T15:07:00.000+08:00

Prom Night has passed. To think I have waited years for this! It was ok, but not exactly how I imagined it to be. While my guess is that most other people are uploading their pictures, I think I'll wait for a while.

Fuck this. I'm feeling a little sour now. Because of somebody. I hope you're happy now, you unappreciative, ungrateful bastard. But don't worry, I'm not going to let you ruin my day. =)

Random: I want to be at the concert all over again!!!

Anyway, I'll be in Turkey in about 2 weeks' time. I can't wait! And I should be able to burn the Linkin Park recording by 21st December so I have to act fast. If anyone's computer is able to burn CDs with their computer, I would appreciate the favour of letting me burn the CD on your computer because I can't do that with mine. I'll buy you a coffee. XD

Turkey Turkey Turkey!!!! I want to see the lost cities of the underworld!!! WOOOO
[And hopefully get to watch the Champions League too]

2007-11-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. I wonder why I haven't dropped dead yet... =x
IT WAS FRICKIN AWESOME AMAZING AND MANY OTHER WORDS THAT CAN'T DESCRIBE THIS.
They played like about 22 to 23 songs I think... My neck, butt and voice still hurt. Damn... And I blew it again... Didn't get their autograph... =(
Call me crazy but I think I'm gonna stalk them at the airport. Can you blame me? THEY ARE MY ROCK HEROES!!!!! I WANNA SEE THEMMMMMMMMMMM

Lol and Mike Shinoda is online too. He's on myspace now. I didn't think he'd go back to the hotel so soon. Then again, he's not much of a drinker. =s

Anyway, I just want to make a comment on Singaporean audiences. Sure, we are enthusiastic, crazy and all, which is a good thing.

[oops, I just saw my comment appear on LP's myspace. I look ridiculous in my photo. HAHA.]

Yeah, back to the audiences. See, what happened was Chester went to the crowd. They got all over-enthusiastic and pulled his arm [which was already broken, in a cast] and broke his jewelry too. Then Chester got back up the stage after the song and said, "You guys are RECKLESS man! It's not fair, you broke my jewelry. I feel like I got punched in the face"
And the audience thought he was joking. Yeah sure he put up a joking front, but I don't think he found it funny.

Oh well. It's over. And I ENJOYED IT. What the heck. There aren't enough words to contain my excitement now.

AHHHHHH JOE HAHN JUST REQUESTED TO BE MY FRIEND ON MYSPACE!!!!! LOL!!!!!
SO COOOOLLLLL

2007-11-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

Hey all!

Just wanna say... [a la chris brown in "wall to wall"]
I'M BA-AACK
=)

Haha see, I told ya'll i haven't stopped blogging.

So let me just take this WONDERFUL opportunity to say:

THE BIG O'S ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!
*deep breath*
And i never thought this day would come. Heh. Here it is.

Of course, what a way to start the party this week!!!
Tuesday: LINKIN PARK CONCERT!!
Wednesday: SHOPPING!!
Thursday: PROM NIGHT!!
Friday: Claim report books
Saturday: PARTAYYYYY!!!!!

Notice how i put the more exciting things in caps. =x

Oh well. Now that I'm back, I hope those who asked me to revive this blog are happy now. =.=

And so the F word revolution has been resurrected from the dead!! MWAHAHA

On another note, you guys MUST watch Stardust. It's great!!! So many fantasy movies to look out for soon!
-Prince Caspian
-The Water Horse
-The Golden Compass
-Beowulf
-Enchanted

I CAN'T WAIT!!! =)